Thomas Merton states, "Recollection is a change of spiritual focus and an attuning of our whole soul to what is beyond and above ourselves." I was reading this chapter in "No Man is an Island." There is great depth to Merton's reflections and I hope that I do not distort his teaching. It gave me a great deal to think about.
Thomas Merton states that recollection brings the soul into contact with God by making us first present to ourselves and present to God. Essentially, he is saying that we are present to ourselves when we are in the present moment. He states, "If we live with possibilities we are exiles from the present which is given us by God to be our own, homeless and displaced in a future or a past which are not ours because they are always beyond our reach. The present is our right place, and we can lay hands on whatever it offers us." I don't know about you, but I am usually not in the present because my mind wanders. I am easily distracted.
However, I am truly in the present moment when I am painting. This is especially true when I am in nature ( en plein air), totally absorbed in the experience and the beauty that surrounds me. It is a time when I am not thinking of my "to do list" or replaying the past. In my last post I tried to describe how all of my senses are engaged when painting outdoors. I am trying to express all of those sensations on my surface with a few sticks of pigment. And, this is also how I am present to God-through his creation.
I feel certain that this is true recollection because Merton states, "True recollection is known by its effects: peace, interior silence, tranquility of heart. The spirit recollected is quiet and detached, at least in its depths." That sums it up and I can say that is even true in frustration. The painting process doesn't always work out as I would like but the journey is always satisfying for me.
Solo Glorio Deo
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